March 2012 in NYC alone on my birthday.
“I guess if you have no one to spend your birthday with I’ll join you for dinner.” the therapist offered
“No it’s okay” I replied, “I don’t want to bother you since you don’t like eating out anyhow.”
“Yeah your right,i’d go with you but I’d rather just go home.” The therapist.
For my birthday my best friend asked me to call the hospital to get his Text results. I was more nervous than my “friend” was and after I called the nurse said, “everything’s fine, nothing new.”
Was weird she just told me this over the phone and was everything really fine?
I went to bed watching Suburbia or something I use to like crying.